Starting Over..

This is a new journal for a new start.. Atleast I hope so anyway.

So yesterday I went back to my therapist (hey, I think we ALL need one!) and she said I should probably go to the Crisis Center to help me deal with my Post Partum Depression and Tammy, the nurse said the same thing. So on my own, atleast I thought that at the time, I decided to go. I didn't get out of their office until after 4:30pm and I had to be at the Center by 8pm, didn't give me a whole lot of time for anything. Last night I got there and I sat around and did nothing, I gave them information they needed, unpacked my stuff, took my medicine and decided... I wanted to come home. So that's what I did. At 11:30pm I packed my things, signed a paper and left. I slept all night long due to the medicine that they gave me and missed a job interview this morning. So once I got myself up and able to communicate well, I called Rose, the interviewer and apologized and explained myself. So she scheduled me for another interview this afternoon at 2pm. My clothes are in the dryer that I'll be wearing and here I am typing this... I should be showering considering I want to go fill out an application at a bank thats hiring.. Although I have to call the unemployment office to see which bank it is. Money.. I need.. Money.

Jacob and Logan turned 7 months old on the 16th. They are getting so big. They are both almost hitting 17 lbs and they are both over 27 inches long. They are going to be tall boys! Which of course, they should be.. I am 5'9 and Jay is 6'3, so it doesn't surprise me they are so long already!